E Mail From Kent Miller
Tuesday December 23 2003

Good question about what happened to all the fun... Sometimes I wonder if this is just a natural part of growing older and leaving behind the notion that we have plenty of time to worry about preparing for growing old.
I know that I have been extremely unhappy ever since I left the floor to face an uncertain and unsettling future. The pain I was experiencing in my back only made a bad situation worse. I have to admit that I was at a point that I was thinking it would be fine not to wake up many months before the cancer diagnosis.