E Mail From Kent Miller
December 23rd 2003

I don't know if my depression is a natural part of growing older and physically winding down, or a function of leaving the floor and the only work I had ever done successfully, or stress over financial worries, or stress about the cancer, or who the fuck knows what else.
I don't know what other people experience as they approach 50 and change their lifestyles and lose touch with the friends of their youth. I don't even know if all the fun you and I had working for so many years in such a unique environment makes adustment to middle age better or worse?
I guess time will tell.
I know you too.