1/30/1996

Drunken Whore Part Two.

God, Friday night I turned into a big bitter mean drunk. I just laid into to Karl and I don't know why. Maybe my frustration with the relationship, what future?
Kent Miller has been telling me I am doomed because of the age difference, he said it broke up him and Devi because she wanted kids.
Maybe he is right.
Went to lunch today with the hyper new mother. Jesus, I know she quit drinking and is trying to quit smoking but she is difficult to be around.
Going to see the folks in Napa this weekend.
Its raining.