So if I thought I was depressed before I bought the house it was nothing compared to what happened when I moved in.
It was like I was in some one elses house, I was so messed up all I could do when I got home from work was sit on the couch. Frozen.
Could not wait for 4 am to come so I could go to work and feel like I belonged somewhere. I spent every weekend and most weekdays down in Marin I couldnt bear to be here.
I had to go to a shrink mostly because ABN provides it if you go mental and I was totally mental so I went.
It is now the end of Summer and I am going to live in my house and try and start over.
I think a kitten is in order!