3/13/2000

Pain, pain and more pain. I feel like I am in a bubble floating through my days, not even knowing how I get through them. When will it stop? If one more fucker says you will get over it, give it time I will scream.
I e mailed Karl, I need him to explain this to me.
He wanted out long ago but didn't have the balls to be the first one to say it.
If he could just tell me I might be able to get pissed and move on.
Work is busy as shit and I feel like I might lose my shit.
It's just coming from every which way.