October 26th 1992

The Big Abortion

The worst part of this whole thing is tonight! This afternoon they put a sea weed dialator in. Its supposed to be the natural way to get there, slowly, painfully, but they don't tell you that part.
Then tomorrow morning I go in for the main event.
I do know that I never wanted kids, this is not the hard part. The hardest part is I have to wonder why my life is so out of control.
I hate me