May 15th 1992

I looked a place in Lagunitas today and before I knew what I was doing I signed a lease and wrote a check to hold it. I was shaking so hard.
I went to Auntie Bonnies house on the way home and told her I was leaving Kent Miller.
What am I doing? I am scared and excited to be on my own.
The place is really cool, its got a wood stove and a little yard and I can have Rat Dude the cat.
I feel like a big mid life crisis cliche.